Keputusannya....

11/7/2018

awal Julai 2018, 2 keputusan dah terbuat..touch and go..

Return...
pertama2 kalinya akhirnya aku memulangkan jua barang hantaran kpd pihak lelaki..secara rasminya terputus sebuah ikatan pertunangan yg 3thn tertahan kosong..memegang gelaran sbg tunang org bukan suatu yg mudah, nak2 memang sedari awal perkenalan hati tak berkenan..sebelum kejadian bertunang 3 thn yg lalu, aku mmg dh kata xnk.. tp jiwa tu tak reti kata xnk...takut andai nanti di hadapan aku sunyi kosong...tapi sebenarnya hidup ni dh lama sunyi dan kosong..he deserves someone better than me...i'm not good enough to him...if i were to tell you guys what are things that I dont like on him mcm melampau sgt..aku tak perfect..so let it be..utk yg mendatang ni..please la I memang xmo bertunang dh..serik! hahaha...nope...jgn susahkan 2 2 pihak..kalau suka, trs proses utk nikah ja..jgn tggu nak ikut ada tunang la..pelamin tunang la..xmo dh pegang title tu..serius xmo..

Reject...
I promise with myself to make the decision either to resign or not after PRM meeting on 3/7/2018..well said, I already rejecting the 3.0k job offer at Melaka...meeting PRM hr tu ok..first time la blk tenang xkena bising dgn bod sbb side finance xde reason to attack..cost under control...kecuali bab sales dept...reasons reject ialah abah tak kasi g kerja sana dan masalah kesihatan aku yg tak konsisten skrg (anytime boleh kena attack)...erm...quiet rs bersalah nak reject tu..sbb offers come from former boss..which I didnt expect that they see me somebody..not just pencacai kuli...tp tulah..belum rezeki..mohon Tuhan permudahkan urusan niat...at least bila reject ni..i do have a lots time to spent with abah...amiinnnnnn